2009.12.25 (Friday)
Merry Christmas!!!Ya,today is Christmas...Suppose be a happy day for everyone...But I am bored here...Sitting in front the computer and keep typing the keyboard, clicking the mouse....Erm...I suppose to be at Sunway Piramid now with my Bravovians family...But why am I here??
Actually,yesterday everyone found me and asked me countdown with them at Sungai Wang...But I refused cause there is a rules in my family:"No body is allow to go any countdown activities..."...Besides that,if I really go there,how am I going to come back leh??Huh,that is the problem...
Then today,they planned to have a gathering at Times Square as Xuan and Shan from Johor came here to celebrate Christmas with us...I wish I can go there and celebrate with them....But my parents said today might be going to visit my grandma and have lunch with her...Seen I never visit her for a long period,so I decide to go with my family...Again,I refused..."Sorry to all of you...Sorry...I cannot be there with you all although you guys purposely on leave for this...Sorry..."
But why am I here??I suppose to be with grandma right??But...Haiz...Parents changed their mind...They decided to go auntie Jessie's house to gather with auntie Kelly,auntie Fion and grandma...Of course,with my cousin sisters and brothers along....OMG~~I regret!!!
But,is lucky that I still have a computer with connection here....Ok,I am going to update my blog and clear all my mails here!!!During this boring period,I sudden think of 'what did I do for these whole year??'...Erm...I feel no thing...Let's see:
January- Working at tuition centre as a teacher assistant...
February- Cannot withstand the situation in tuition centre and changed my job....Be a cashier at Sri Computer,Low Yat Plaza....That was a joy period for me...*Hmm...I should be here since the holidays start,why am i so stupid to choose a tough job ya??*
March- Result came out but I have no much time to be happy or sad with it as I have to attend National Service at Kem Lagenda Gunung Ledang,Asahan,Melaka....
April,May- Have an awesome camplife with all my friends....We stayed together happily....Overcome the hardship together....Laugh and cry together...*I miss that time!!!*
June- Get award of 'Wirawati Terbaik' and proud to be the first chinese to get this award in that camp...But the sad time came after this,I have started my Form6 studies.....
July,August,September,October,November,December- Study, attend tuition classes,sit for examinations,cried,angry.....All sorts of sad events...But there are one thing that made me happy also...That is 'I have finally made my first baked!!!'
There are so much of my first time in this year:
- be a tuition teacher...
- in charge the MEDIC part for Wirajaya...Lead the teams successfully and made all the camp members felt proud of me...
- won in marching competition...
- leave home and take care of myself for long period...
- hang out with friends until late night...but never get scold by parents...
- tried to bake...
and much more which I cannot recall by this moment...erm...may update later...
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Friday, December 18, 2009
First Hang Out During Holiday
2009.12.19 (Saturday)
Yesterday I went Times Square to meet with Kelvin as I did promised him to accompany him last week... Another reason for me to go there was to visit Ah Yen who came from Negeri Sembilan to have a holidays work here...
At first, I felt so lazy to go out, but no choice as I have promised him and I have about half year never see him since the day we leave camp.... So I pursued him to meet at TS after 11am (because that guy want it to be 10am at first, scare me!!)... And the result is, I made it!!
When I reach there, he was still in traffic jam... Then I walked to the TSC shop by myself to buy shoes... Last time Ling Ling bought a pair of sneakers there which the price was quite reasonable and I did saw the type of shoes that I like... But I did not buy it that day... Actually I want to buy the blue in colour one, but there was only size 5 left... Haiz... My foot so HUGE, how can I fit in jek... Ar~~ I terpaksa take the black colour with grey strips one... But quite nice also la~
Then we go meet Ah Yen at Forest.... But I think yesterday was not a day for her... She lost her mobile phone when she went toilet... But she said " Luckily that is not my own money...."...Zha dao...(-_-"')...
After that we go to buy ticket... We was arguing on which movie should we watch... That fella has watched most of the movies numerous time as he has a bored holidays... Then we decided to watch 'The Princess and The frog'.... (Haa... Actually he said want to watch The Storm, but he did watched that for twice!!! So I put a firm stand that we should choose other one... And I won!!!) But that guy dare to 'play play' at the counter... Gek sei me ar....
Next we have a short walk before lunch... While he having his lunch, he get a phone call from his brother that asked him to fetch him to some place... So he quickly finish his lunch and go back home... But I did not follow him as I want to buy some new shirts for New Year... I found the shirts was quite cheap leh... But I have only bought one... Save money mar...Haa....
That was right on time for our show when he rushed back to TS... But both of us felt quite weird because most of the people in that room was families.... Ooh~~ But during that show, he did we did enjoyed too... He did laugh quite loud and make me felt quite lucky to hear that because he seldom laugh like that... Haa... Like a big child...
Time passed so fast... There was 8pm after the movie finished and I suppose to go home... But he still asked me to go the amusement arcade and play some games with him first... I do not like there actually, but I did go with him also.... At that time only he told me that he have a car accident just now when he have lost on his way back to TS... But luckily he was alright...OMG~~ This fella can still relax.... Thank God for blessing him....
*Is it maybe I did not hang out for long time ago?? I felt the goods sold in TS was quite reasonable... Especially those in 6th or 7th floor... Most of them was cheaper than those in lower floor....*
Nice decoration in TS...
Hohoho... Merry Christmas...
A quick snap before we leave...
Yesterday I went Times Square to meet with Kelvin as I did promised him to accompany him last week... Another reason for me to go there was to visit Ah Yen who came from Negeri Sembilan to have a holidays work here...
At first, I felt so lazy to go out, but no choice as I have promised him and I have about half year never see him since the day we leave camp.... So I pursued him to meet at TS after 11am (because that guy want it to be 10am at first, scare me!!)... And the result is, I made it!!
When I reach there, he was still in traffic jam... Then I walked to the TSC shop by myself to buy shoes... Last time Ling Ling bought a pair of sneakers there which the price was quite reasonable and I did saw the type of shoes that I like... But I did not buy it that day... Actually I want to buy the blue in colour one, but there was only size 5 left... Haiz... My foot so HUGE, how can I fit in jek... Ar~~ I terpaksa take the black colour with grey strips one... But quite nice also la~
Then we go meet Ah Yen at Forest.... But I think yesterday was not a day for her... She lost her mobile phone when she went toilet... But she said " Luckily that is not my own money...."...Zha dao...(-_-"')...
After that we go to buy ticket... We was arguing on which movie should we watch... That fella has watched most of the movies numerous time as he has a bored holidays... Then we decided to watch 'The Princess and The frog'.... (Haa... Actually he said want to watch The Storm, but he did watched that for twice!!! So I put a firm stand that we should choose other one... And I won!!!) But that guy dare to 'play play' at the counter... Gek sei me ar....
Next we have a short walk before lunch... While he having his lunch, he get a phone call from his brother that asked him to fetch him to some place... So he quickly finish his lunch and go back home... But I did not follow him as I want to buy some new shirts for New Year... I found the shirts was quite cheap leh... But I have only bought one... Save money mar...Haa....
That was right on time for our show when he rushed back to TS... But both of us felt quite weird because most of the people in that room was families.... Ooh~~ But during that show, he did we did enjoyed too... He did laugh quite loud and make me felt quite lucky to hear that because he seldom laugh like that... Haa... Like a big child...
Time passed so fast... There was 8pm after the movie finished and I suppose to go home... But he still asked me to go the amusement arcade and play some games with him first... I do not like there actually, but I did go with him also.... At that time only he told me that he have a car accident just now when he have lost on his way back to TS... But luckily he was alright...OMG~~ This fella can still relax.... Thank God for blessing him....
*Is it maybe I did not hang out for long time ago?? I felt the goods sold in TS was quite reasonable... Especially those in 6th or 7th floor... Most of them was cheaper than those in lower floor....*
Nice decoration in TS...
Hohoho... Merry Christmas...
A quick snap before we leave...Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Quite Lucky for Today
2009.12.17 (Thursday)
Just came back from Papillon... I want to say, "Wow!!!We are great!!"... Haa...This does not means that we are perasan or wat, but we are really 'geng' lor.... Especially the driver, without knowing anything about the place, even never been there also, but he did send us there....
We are quite lucky that we can reach the destination safely... And it does not take much time for us to complete our 'missiom'... Haa...
*Thanks a lot to Jin...*
Just came back from Papillon... I want to say, "Wow!!!We are great!!"... Haa...This does not means that we are perasan or wat, but we are really 'geng' lor.... Especially the driver, without knowing anything about the place, even never been there also, but he did send us there....
We are quite lucky that we can reach the destination safely... And it does not take much time for us to complete our 'missiom'... Haa...
*Thanks a lot to Jin...*
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
I get it!!!
2009.12.02 (Wednesday)
Yesterday night, I 'visited' my mail box again to check whether my magazine is there... First I put my hand in, I felt there was something hard laying inside...Finally, I received my National Service magazine!!! Afer such a long time of waiting, I finally get it!!! Tenkiu, Cikgu Qimie... Thx a lot..
While viewing those pictures in CD, the memories in camp reappeared... I miss life in camp!!!
This is the thing that give me a strange feeling when I put my hand into the mail box. Such a big bag~~
My magazine... "Kem PLKN Lagenda Gunung Ledang, Asahan- Kumpulan2 Siri6 2009"
The picture of me taking M16...
Yesterday night, I 'visited' my mail box again to check whether my magazine is there... First I put my hand in, I felt there was something hard laying inside...Finally, I received my National Service magazine!!! Afer such a long time of waiting, I finally get it!!! Tenkiu, Cikgu Qimie... Thx a lot..
While viewing those pictures in CD, the memories in camp reappeared... I miss life in camp!!!
This is the thing that give me a strange feeling when I put my hand into the mail box. Such a big bag~~
My magazine... "Kem PLKN Lagenda Gunung Ledang, Asahan- Kumpulan2 Siri6 2009"
The picture of me taking M16...*Attention : I have no longer using the phone number in that magazine... If you do not know my new number, try to get from my Bravo family ba...*
Now is the begining of December...Time passed so fast!!! During this holiday, I do make myself buzy with tuition classes, extra classes and work.... You see, revision is not in my list... Because I have no mood in that...Haa...Kantoi lor.. But I am ready for that... Hell, I am coming~~
Now is the begining of December...Time passed so fast!!! During this holiday, I do make myself buzy with tuition classes, extra classes and work.... You see, revision is not in my list... Because I have no mood in that...Haa...Kantoi lor.. But I am ready for that... Hell, I am coming~~
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Final Term Examination
2009.11.18 (Wednesday)
Today suppose to be a schooling day, but I am absent as I will go for movie with my friends later. Actually I did not know why I will go with them as I am having a bad mood now.
2 days ago, Mr Goh has returned our Math-T Final Term Examination papers to us. Oh my God!!I have 58 out of 100!!!I thought I can at least get the marks started with heading of 6...Ya, although I am not the one that get lowest marks in class, so there will be people said that I should not be so unhappy since I am still better than some of them. But I want to say "I do not want to compare with others, and I also do not have such ability to be in the same position with those genius... I just want to reach my own target, I want to get my own aim... Like that also cannot?!! "
I am so down once I get the papers back... I was thinking 'Why?!!Why you try so hard, put so much effort on it but yet still failure?!! Why are you so stupid?!!! Since you did tried but stil get such results, if you relax like others do, you will definitely fail...' At that moment, I felt my heart was crushing... Really have a strong feeling to cry.. But I can still manage to facade in front of them, and luckily they leave early like normal, then only I have the chance to express it alone before I am going back home....
Then when I stepped out of school, one unknown people asked me "Adik nie tingkatan raper?" "Tingkatan6..." "Oww...Then good luck for STPM ya!!" "Eeer...Ya...Timer kasih..."...Heh... I wonder...I really wonder can I manage to reach that high level?? Can I?? I can never handle even lower six's syllabus, how am I going to take over the upper six's syllabus as it is much more tougher?? How???How??!!!!!!!
The strong feeling to give up Form6 studies reappear.... This feeling exist since the first step to this school, then it has become lowered as time passed... But now, it reappear!!! I did told myself "Lieong Sook Theng!!Do not dream again... You have no better choice...You can never pull yourself away from circle... Never!!"
Ya, it is true... I have to accept it no matter how fear I am... I have to.... Get ready yourself to face the more worsen results... Try to work harder... I do really hope myself can overcome this obstacle...
There is a message from my grandson which can bring me up a little bit... A little is better than none...Thanks...
*Take a break. Then come back lo. Not a big deal what. Today you fail but not means that you fail tomorrow. One have to fall down then only you know how to get up. Then only he knows the reasons he fall down and try to prevent from falling down in the same way next time.*
Today suppose to be a schooling day, but I am absent as I will go for movie with my friends later. Actually I did not know why I will go with them as I am having a bad mood now.
2 days ago, Mr Goh has returned our Math-T Final Term Examination papers to us. Oh my God!!I have 58 out of 100!!!I thought I can at least get the marks started with heading of 6...Ya, although I am not the one that get lowest marks in class, so there will be people said that I should not be so unhappy since I am still better than some of them. But I want to say "I do not want to compare with others, and I also do not have such ability to be in the same position with those genius... I just want to reach my own target, I want to get my own aim... Like that also cannot?!! "
I am so down once I get the papers back... I was thinking 'Why?!!Why you try so hard, put so much effort on it but yet still failure?!! Why are you so stupid?!!! Since you did tried but stil get such results, if you relax like others do, you will definitely fail...' At that moment, I felt my heart was crushing... Really have a strong feeling to cry.. But I can still manage to facade in front of them, and luckily they leave early like normal, then only I have the chance to express it alone before I am going back home....
Then when I stepped out of school, one unknown people asked me "Adik nie tingkatan raper?" "Tingkatan6..." "Oww...Then good luck for STPM ya!!" "Eeer...Ya...Timer kasih..."...Heh... I wonder...I really wonder can I manage to reach that high level?? Can I?? I can never handle even lower six's syllabus, how am I going to take over the upper six's syllabus as it is much more tougher?? How???How??!!!!!!!
The strong feeling to give up Form6 studies reappear.... This feeling exist since the first step to this school, then it has become lowered as time passed... But now, it reappear!!! I did told myself "Lieong Sook Theng!!Do not dream again... You have no better choice...You can never pull yourself away from circle... Never!!"
Ya, it is true... I have to accept it no matter how fear I am... I have to.... Get ready yourself to face the more worsen results... Try to work harder... I do really hope myself can overcome this obstacle...
There is a message from my grandson which can bring me up a little bit... A little is better than none...Thanks...
*Take a break. Then come back lo. Not a big deal what. Today you fail but not means that you fail tomorrow. One have to fall down then only you know how to get up. Then only he knows the reasons he fall down and try to prevent from falling down in the same way next time.*
Friday, November 6, 2009
Mystery
2009.11.06 (Friday)
There was something disgusting happened this morning....Our first period for friday is MUET where we have to go computer laboratory for class....We are waiting for Wei Ling to come back because she have to meet Puan Rajendran for some purpose...Haa...Another reason is, we want to delay the time because there was only girls present which means, each of us MUST have the turn to do presentation....Lazy us~~Meanwhile, we saw Miss Lim walk toward us...We thought teacher wanted to 'catch' us for class...But in fact, teacher want one of us go to find the janitor auntie ...Because there are 'something' on the staircase area...
When teacher mentioned that there was 'something', Sze Wei, Wai Yee and my eyes become as big as the pingpong ball....We are so interested with that!!!While Wai Yee go to find the auntie, me and Sze Wei quickly ran up the staircase to have a look on that 'thing'....Oh my god!!!There are the dead body of kitten...Oops..No, modify...Should said "A kitten head and the internal
organ displayed on the floor...."
Then, Miss Lim asked us to go upstair and see whether anything else will be there....As expected, there was another dead body again...But this one seem better than the previous one...Only the neck part have injured and one leg missing....
Then, we heard teacher said there was also same thing present at one of the class above Gim room....But unfortunately,when we reach there, the place already been clean up by the worker...Haiz....We are late~~
We are wondering, how can the 'murder' so clever in separating the organ??No bones, muscle and kitten's hair left at all...The break part also seem so smooth...Mystery...
*Suddenly felt that we have the potential to be involve to the field of forensic...*
Sunday, October 18, 2009
First Time Baking
2009.10.18 (Sunday)
Today,I want to talk about my happy experience on the whole day of yesterday...
Yesterday,Jia En came to my house...For what??Haa...She came to be my sifu...Guide me to bake cakes and cookies...
She reach my house about 1pm...Then,we looked through the recipes book for about 1hour to decide what to make...Then we went to the groceries to get some ingredient that we lack of....Haa..We are so auntie until we went in 3shops to compare the prices before we take it....Ok,then,go back to home as soon as possible...
Ok,first,we decided to start with cookies as Jia En said,it is harder than cakes...So,I told her better we left the easier work behind...Haa....Let's begin~~
~ 1 egg yolk
~ 120g icing sugar
~ 210g butter
~ 120g flour
~ 210g corn flour
~ 1/4 teaspoon salt
*Heat with 160C for 16mins*
Woo....How touch when i saw them rotating in the oven...(T_T)....
Next,is time for chocolate cakes already...Although the time is quite late,but due to some reason,I have to make it also!!!As Jia En said,is quite easy to make the dough,just need more time on baking...So,after let the 'old' oven have an enough rest,we also done with the dough...
~ 2eggs
~ 70ml cooking oil
~ 250g mixed powder
~ 60ml boiled water
Ya,this process was easier....Just pour everything into the mixer...That is...After 1,4,1minutes,pour the mixture into a tray and put it in the 180C oven...First baked,not yet enough heat...Then we try again...Finally,the suitable baking time was sure : 25minutes....Then,we make another tray more...Total up,2trays of chocolate cakes....
~~Cute cute cookies turning in the oven...~~
~~Dough of chocolate cakes...~~
~~All product of butter cookies...(Some was in our stomach...)~~
~~Here are the product left after packing...~~
*A nice experience...And finally,I have realise my promise to myself on something...Thanks Jia En!!!*
Today,I want to talk about my happy experience on the whole day of yesterday...
Yesterday,Jia En came to my house...For what??Haa...She came to be my sifu...Guide me to bake cakes and cookies...
She reach my house about 1pm...Then,we looked through the recipes book for about 1hour to decide what to make...Then we went to the groceries to get some ingredient that we lack of....Haa..We are so auntie until we went in 3shops to compare the prices before we take it....Ok,then,go back to home as soon as possible...
Ok,first,we decided to start with cookies as Jia En said,it is harder than cakes...So,I told her better we left the easier work behind...Haa....Let's begin~~
~ 1 egg yolk
~ 120g icing sugar
~ 210g butter
~ 120g flour
~ 210g corn flour
~ 1/4 teaspoon salt
*Heat with 160C for 16mins*
Woo....How touch when i saw them rotating in the oven...(T_T)....
Next,is time for chocolate cakes already...Although the time is quite late,but due to some reason,I have to make it also!!!As Jia En said,is quite easy to make the dough,just need more time on baking...So,after let the 'old' oven have an enough rest,we also done with the dough...
~ 2eggs
~ 70ml cooking oil
~ 250g mixed powder
~ 60ml boiled water
Ya,this process was easier....Just pour everything into the mixer...That is...After 1,4,1minutes,pour the mixture into a tray and put it in the 180C oven...First baked,not yet enough heat...Then we try again...Finally,the suitable baking time was sure : 25minutes....Then,we make another tray more...Total up,2trays of chocolate cakes....
~~Cute cute cookies turning in the oven...~~
~~Dough of chocolate cakes...~~
~~All product of butter cookies...(Some was in our stomach...)~~
~~Here are the product left after packing...~~Friday, October 16, 2009
Happy Deepavali
2009.10.16 (Friday)
Today is an enjoying day for me...First,I am having a 5 days long holidays...(For me,is quite long already...)..Plus,there is no stupid holidays alert for this holidays...Ooh yea~~I can finally escape from the nightmare about holidays alert during holidays...Hahahaha....I can have a sweet dream finally...
Ok,revise back what I did for this few days...Hmm...I think,the most time I spend was on a big square box -- television....OMG...I seem buzy and I should be buzy as a Form6 student...But in fact...Haa...I did nothing!!!
Next,I did have fun in doing my experiments...First,we did stayed in Biology laboratory for the whole day on Monday,except came out for 2periods of Chemistry....Although we did failed for many times (until now also have not really get an accurate result),but we did enjoyed the process of making 'belacan'...Haa....According as what 'sweetie nana' said....Hee....Shhh....
Then,the next experiment is about saliva...S-A-L-I-V-A...Ok,we always said child are very dirty and childish,like to play with their own saliva...But we Form6 student did played that also!!!Beside that,we still have to act like a professional testing the saliva with those science instruments...Yucks~~But,the sad thing is,we do not have the opportunity to snap the pictures down...
"Why don't we bring camera whenever we have to construct an experiment??"...Ya,great idea...So that next time while we are having fun during experiment period,we can snap it down as memory ya...Haa....
Ok,another thing is,i can finally achieve my wish...Hope tomorror can come faster!!
*Happy holidays to myself!!!*
"Why don't we bring camera whenever we have to construct an experiment??"...Ya,great idea...So that next time while we are having fun during experiment period,we can snap it down as memory ya...Haa....
Ok,another thing is,i can finally achieve my wish...Hope tomorror can come faster!!
*Happy holidays to myself!!!*
Saturday, September 19, 2009
First Activity in Raya Holiday
2009.09.19 (Saturday)
Anyways,thanks guys!!For giving me a happy dinner gathering...
Just came back from a steamboat gathering with gangster family...But Ai Hui did bring along her brother while Wei Ling brought her sister...So,there are 15persons overall...
This gathering make me bath twice in duration about 5hours...Ooow...Water bill ar~~But nevermind la...Is a happy day~~
We did enjoy a lot in the dinner...Hey,how many rounds did we passed??Haa...I don't think that will be countable....Because...We are too 'geng' liao!!!Keke...
Besides that,we are also the noisiest group in that place...Sorry for disturbing...Happy mar~~What can we do wor...
So,I think,we laugh too much...Thats anothet reason that make us feel full besides food...
Anyways,thanks guys!!For giving me a happy dinner gathering...*Have to finish as many homework as I can in the shortest time...Because Shirly and Liang Hock will stay at my house for 3days and 2night...Then have to hang around with my Bravovians sisters and brothers for these period...Huu...Blesse me...*
Saturday, August 29, 2009
工作赚钱？专心读书？
2009。08。30 （星期日）
今天，我人在家乡的阿姨家。。回家乡的我理应在外婆家呆着的，但是爸妈和外婆要到怡保探望太婆。。而我却不想去，因为啊。。。说是探望外婆，但事实呢，就是折磨自己的屁股。。因为我上到那儿，除了说声‘太婆，您好！！’，又或则跟她老人家说一说我现在的生活以外，就没有什么话题了。。到时候只有坐到一边去听亲戚们聊天咯。。。无聊~~所以呢，我就选择和两位弟弟呆在阿姨家。。。至少能上网，煲带。。
嗯。。本人要开始说本人的事了，当然啦！！是本人的部落格嘛。。不爽的人请‘转台’，不送了哦！！
嗯。。近日来，我都有收到消息说，我的同学们都有在做工。。当我告诉我妈时，她说出了我的心声。。。“怎么你的朋友们都有时间去处理课业上以外的事，，而你却忙成那样？”。。。对咯。。怎么会那样的啊？大家都读同一班，而且自己还比别人拿少一科。。怎么人家都有时间去做工赚钱来支付自己的费用，而自己却腾不出时间来？？还有，自己读到那样，成绩却不见得不别人好？！！搞错没有哦！！
加上，可能在假期有工作，需要用钱的时候都无需向父母摊手。。所以现在有点不习惯，还有点觉得自己没有用叻。。
所以呢，昨天向鸿均孙子请教了临时员工经纪公司的地点，想到那儿去报名，申请做临时工。。还好他够孝心，带我去。。不然我是绝对找不可能找到那里咯。。很复杂啊。。希望我能迁就到对方安排的工作实践。。毕竟补习比较重要啊。。
至于教补习呢，再计划吧。。我真的没有信心去接受那么神圣的工作咯。。万一觉不好，不就误人子弟吗？？很大罪的哦。。
对我的做法有任何的意见或更好的提议，欢迎留言。。
*亲爱的杞，我有听你的话。。现在虽然心情都不怎么好，但我会尽量让自己不去想那些伤心的事情了。。毕竟心情再怎么不好，生活依然要过。。*
读不来，大不了不读！！*但是。。。不能啦！！！（T.T）..*
今天，我人在家乡的阿姨家。。回家乡的我理应在外婆家呆着的，但是爸妈和外婆要到怡保探望太婆。。而我却不想去，因为啊。。。说是探望外婆，但事实呢，就是折磨自己的屁股。。因为我上到那儿，除了说声‘太婆，您好！！’，又或则跟她老人家说一说我现在的生活以外，就没有什么话题了。。到时候只有坐到一边去听亲戚们聊天咯。。。无聊~~所以呢，我就选择和两位弟弟呆在阿姨家。。。至少能上网，煲带。。
嗯。。本人要开始说本人的事了，当然啦！！是本人的部落格嘛。。不爽的人请‘转台’，不送了哦！！
嗯。。近日来，我都有收到消息说，我的同学们都有在做工。。当我告诉我妈时，她说出了我的心声。。。“怎么你的朋友们都有时间去处理课业上以外的事，，而你却忙成那样？”。。。对咯。。怎么会那样的啊？大家都读同一班，而且自己还比别人拿少一科。。怎么人家都有时间去做工赚钱来支付自己的费用，而自己却腾不出时间来？？还有，自己读到那样，成绩却不见得不别人好？！！搞错没有哦！！
加上，可能在假期有工作，需要用钱的时候都无需向父母摊手。。所以现在有点不习惯，还有点觉得自己没有用叻。。
所以呢，昨天向鸿均孙子请教了临时员工经纪公司的地点，想到那儿去报名，申请做临时工。。还好他够孝心，带我去。。不然我是绝对找不可能找到那里咯。。很复杂啊。。希望我能迁就到对方安排的工作实践。。毕竟补习比较重要啊。。
至于教补习呢，再计划吧。。我真的没有信心去接受那么神圣的工作咯。。万一觉不好，不就误人子弟吗？？很大罪的哦。。
对我的做法有任何的意见或更好的提议，欢迎留言。。
*亲爱的杞，我有听你的话。。现在虽然心情都不怎么好，但我会尽量让自己不去想那些伤心的事情了。。毕竟心情再怎么不好，生活依然要过。。*
读不来，大不了不读！！*但是。。。不能啦！！！（T.T）..*
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
假期？
2009.08.27 (星期四)
一过了‘一半’的假期，还剩下‘一半’。。原以为在这一个星期的假期里，可以好好的放松自己，毕竟开学那么久以来，就忙足了那么久。。但却被HolidayAlert搞砸了！！谁的鬼主意啊？！！拜托。。中六的生活，说真的，不是我能接受得来的。。它与中五的生活完全不能相提并论。。除了在一样的学校上课，面对着同样的老师，面对熟悉的脸孔，就没有共同点了。。问我辛苦与否，还蛮的。。问我课业是否沉重，是的，尤其是对我这种较差的学生，需要付出的当然比别人多。。
中六，可以让向来爱去学校的我，变得爱逃学。。去学校似乎只为了上课，完全没有其它的原因了。。朋友？对不起。。。觉得自己配不了你们。。
前几天，我做了一个恶梦。。我梦见你离开了我们。。就如你所说的，去到了一个很远很远，快乐逍遥的地方。。永远都不会回来的。。你永远的离开了我们。。我梦见他们都出现在你家，猛问我到底拟发生了什么事。。我把事情的来龙去脉，一五一十地告诉他们。。结果换来他们的责骂。。他们骂我，为什么不相信你？为什么让你剩下的生活都要这么痛苦？
我被吓醒了，同时让我担心那梦境会不会成真。。我担心的并不是他们对我的不满，而是你是否真的会离开我们。。我不想！！我不要你离开！！虽然我知道你骗我，但是我不想失去你这个朋友。。记得我说过吗？我很在乎自己的朋友，因为我并没有什么朋友，所以我会很在意你们的存在。。我很想找到一位真心的朋友，真得很想。。但为什么重在我要对你们完全地卸下防卫前，你们做让我重新地对你们竖立起一道隔墙呢？
我很想知道真相。。拜托你。。让我知道好吗？我不会怪你说谎骗我，我只是不想。。。不想你离开我们。。让我知道，可以吗？
一过了‘一半’的假期，还剩下‘一半’。。原以为在这一个星期的假期里，可以好好的放松自己，毕竟开学那么久以来，就忙足了那么久。。但却被HolidayAlert搞砸了！！谁的鬼主意啊？！！拜托。。中六的生活，说真的，不是我能接受得来的。。它与中五的生活完全不能相提并论。。除了在一样的学校上课，面对着同样的老师，面对熟悉的脸孔，就没有共同点了。。问我辛苦与否，还蛮的。。问我课业是否沉重，是的，尤其是对我这种较差的学生，需要付出的当然比别人多。。
中六，可以让向来爱去学校的我，变得爱逃学。。去学校似乎只为了上课，完全没有其它的原因了。。朋友？对不起。。。觉得自己配不了你们。。
前几天，我做了一个恶梦。。我梦见你离开了我们。。就如你所说的，去到了一个很远很远，快乐逍遥的地方。。永远都不会回来的。。你永远的离开了我们。。我梦见他们都出现在你家，猛问我到底拟发生了什么事。。我把事情的来龙去脉，一五一十地告诉他们。。结果换来他们的责骂。。他们骂我，为什么不相信你？为什么让你剩下的生活都要这么痛苦？
我被吓醒了，同时让我担心那梦境会不会成真。。我担心的并不是他们对我的不满，而是你是否真的会离开我们。。我不想！！我不要你离开！！虽然我知道你骗我，但是我不想失去你这个朋友。。记得我说过吗？我很在乎自己的朋友，因为我并没有什么朋友，所以我会很在意你们的存在。。我很想找到一位真心的朋友，真得很想。。但为什么重在我要对你们完全地卸下防卫前，你们做让我重新地对你们竖立起一道隔墙呢？
我很想知道真相。。拜托你。。让我知道好吗？我不会怪你说谎骗我，我只是不想。。。不想你离开我们。。让我知道，可以吗？
Saturday, August 8, 2009
~Start to Realise~
2009.08.09 (Sunday)
Ok, I am now again in my auntie's house because she was just backed from Langkawi and will there will be a celebration for my cousin's birthday. So, I am given a chance to write something here again.
Erm...Yesterday, I went to the gathering ceremony of Librarian Board. Well, is a nice memories to attend that ceremony. But there was only 3 ex-seniors who appeared there. That was me, Chiew Yen jie n Shu Wen jie there. So, this ceremony is not as 'crazy' as last year.
I want to promote to you all : Legend Hotel's food is delicious!!! You should go for a try.
Ok, time limited. I got to go now. Anyway, thanks jie and Shu Wen jie's guidance for me. Now I do realised some theory in life. I miss that time la~~~
Ok, I am now again in my auntie's house because she was just backed from Langkawi and will there will be a celebration for my cousin's birthday. So, I am given a chance to write something here again.
Erm...Yesterday, I went to the gathering ceremony of Librarian Board. Well, is a nice memories to attend that ceremony. But there was only 3 ex-seniors who appeared there. That was me, Chiew Yen jie n Shu Wen jie there. So, this ceremony is not as 'crazy' as last year.
I want to promote to you all : Legend Hotel's food is delicious!!! You should go for a try.
Ok, time limited. I got to go now. Anyway, thanks jie and Shu Wen jie's guidance for me. Now I do realised some theory in life. I miss that time la~~~
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Starting of Form6 School Life
2009.07.05 (Sunday)
I am now at auntie's house as my grandfather came from hometown for surgery...Thus,I am given a chance to update my blog...
Haiz...Although I have leaved my national service life for about 1month, but I am still missing that time very much!!Really~~I do hope can still have chance to be there with my sisters and brothers....I love you guys so much!!
Back to fact, I am now a Form6 student at SMK Puteri Titiwangsa and I am taking science stream...Still remember the first day I stepped into the school...Great!!I am late for the first day to school...Awesome~~Then, I went to school's office to register as I missed the registeration day..I have to wait at the office until 9am because that day was Monday which an assembly will be held..
When I saw Pn.Rohaiza entered the office, I just passed her my registeration letter and some of the photostated papers...Next, I have entered my class at the Form1 block...Ok, nothing special..I saw my classmates and...Erm...A messy class...The tables was not arrange, no backdrop, no teacher (fuu...luckily....)...
First day in school scare me a lot...I am just like an alien sitting in the class...I know nothing about the topics discussing with them...I felt that I was entered the wrong place, a place where not belong to me....Then, the thought of giving up appeared in my mind....I really do want to escape from that place...I am more willing to stay in the campsite which make me sweat and tired under the rapid training, rather than stay in this place which make me feel uncomfortable with it...
For me, those topics and syllabus are tough for me...Is tough!!!Especially when I knew that my classmates can read on those referrences books by their own and understand the theory well....Moreover, they can make assumption on those concepts which are later on proven by teacher that they was correct!!!Oh my God!!!How am I going to immerse myself in this??How can I do so??I really dare not to think of it again...
Then, I started to work very very hard just to catch up with their footprints...Although this is a must for me to do so as I joined the class late but for them, they thought that I am so hardworking and speed up their effort...God!!Can you imagine that, they are speed up their footsteps while I am chasing...I will never stand on the same line with them...Never!!
Ok, for now...I wont chase anymore...I will just hope the time pass faster...During this 1 and a half year, I will just try my best to stick on the syllabus and accept whatever knowledges that is given by teacher...Besides that, revisions is also an important effort that I cant miss it up....I will just do whatever I can...If the results I get was still worst, ok....I have nothing to say and start with my new way of life...Thats all...Hopefully I can really think so all the time and not to be tension on my studies anymore...
Good...Time to stop as I will leave this keyboard and go back to my house...Then, start over with my homeworks...Bye~~Take care.....
I am now at auntie's house as my grandfather came from hometown for surgery...Thus,I am given a chance to update my blog...
Haiz...Although I have leaved my national service life for about 1month, but I am still missing that time very much!!Really~~I do hope can still have chance to be there with my sisters and brothers....I love you guys so much!!
Back to fact, I am now a Form6 student at SMK Puteri Titiwangsa and I am taking science stream...Still remember the first day I stepped into the school...Great!!I am late for the first day to school...Awesome~~Then, I went to school's office to register as I missed the registeration day..I have to wait at the office until 9am because that day was Monday which an assembly will be held..
When I saw Pn.Rohaiza entered the office, I just passed her my registeration letter and some of the photostated papers...Next, I have entered my class at the Form1 block...Ok, nothing special..I saw my classmates and...Erm...A messy class...The tables was not arrange, no backdrop, no teacher (fuu...luckily....)...
First day in school scare me a lot...I am just like an alien sitting in the class...I know nothing about the topics discussing with them...I felt that I was entered the wrong place, a place where not belong to me....Then, the thought of giving up appeared in my mind....I really do want to escape from that place...I am more willing to stay in the campsite which make me sweat and tired under the rapid training, rather than stay in this place which make me feel uncomfortable with it...
For me, those topics and syllabus are tough for me...Is tough!!!Especially when I knew that my classmates can read on those referrences books by their own and understand the theory well....Moreover, they can make assumption on those concepts which are later on proven by teacher that they was correct!!!Oh my God!!!How am I going to immerse myself in this??How can I do so??I really dare not to think of it again...
Then, I started to work very very hard just to catch up with their footprints...Although this is a must for me to do so as I joined the class late but for them, they thought that I am so hardworking and speed up their effort...God!!Can you imagine that, they are speed up their footsteps while I am chasing...I will never stand on the same line with them...Never!!
Ok, for now...I wont chase anymore...I will just hope the time pass faster...During this 1 and a half year, I will just try my best to stick on the syllabus and accept whatever knowledges that is given by teacher...Besides that, revisions is also an important effort that I cant miss it up....I will just do whatever I can...If the results I get was still worst, ok....I have nothing to say and start with my new way of life...Thats all...Hopefully I can really think so all the time and not to be tension on my studies anymore...
Good...Time to stop as I will leave this keyboard and go back to my house...Then, start over with my homeworks...Bye~~Take care.....
Monday, May 11, 2009
Bravovians
2009.05.12 (Tuesday)
Today should be the day for all ns members to return to their camp...But I didn't...Because I am given 2days more than others have as their camp holidays....This is because of the day before I come back for holidays, I have been send to hospital for blood test and the injection of salt solutions...So, commander forced me to go back only on 14 of May...
There are so many first time I have 'paid' for this camp...First time to do blood test...First time to 'allow' the salt solutions to flow through my body...First time to play guitar...First time to make myself participate in all activities...Haa....Many more....Uncountable ar~~But,I feel this is quite great...At least I can have a happy and enjoyable life there...
In this one and a half month, I get something and at the same time, I have lost something also...First, I have found back the power that I had lost during working period...A power that make me active in all activities...I get the chances to meet many friends...I get the chances to organize activities that can bring joyness to participants...I can gain many experiences throughout these activities...Ya, life in camp is reallh fun...You no need to confuess about what to do and what do not...What you have to do is just follow...How easy it is!!
But, we have to lost part of the friendship that we have just build up...Some of our members have to leave camp early to futher their studies...They leave at the moment when we have just started to get closer with each other..Although everyone of our gang feel sad, we still hope to leave them a sweet memory before they leave...We learn guitar, songs, writing messages....We have also gathered up at the night of 09.05.2009 to do some sharing...
Yesterday , I just went out with some of the Bravovians...That was a nice memories for me...Really appreciate them to be my friends...Thanks God for giving me a chance to be friend with them...They really make my life more meaningfull...Thanks God for let me become a member of Bravo also...Bravovians really nice...From the company which always got discipline probloems to the company which is most cooperative...Bravovians really changed a lot...Hopefully Bravo can be the best company in this series....Besides that, I also feel that Bravovians are the best!!!Bravovians are my idol~~
I like this picture a lot.....Bravovians best!!!
Today should be the day for all ns members to return to their camp...But I didn't...Because I am given 2days more than others have as their camp holidays....This is because of the day before I come back for holidays, I have been send to hospital for blood test and the injection of salt solutions...So, commander forced me to go back only on 14 of May...
There are so many first time I have 'paid' for this camp...First time to do blood test...First time to 'allow' the salt solutions to flow through my body...First time to play guitar...First time to make myself participate in all activities...Haa....Many more....Uncountable ar~~But,I feel this is quite great...At least I can have a happy and enjoyable life there...
In this one and a half month, I get something and at the same time, I have lost something also...First, I have found back the power that I had lost during working period...A power that make me active in all activities...I get the chances to meet many friends...I get the chances to organize activities that can bring joyness to participants...I can gain many experiences throughout these activities...Ya, life in camp is reallh fun...You no need to confuess about what to do and what do not...What you have to do is just follow...How easy it is!!
But, we have to lost part of the friendship that we have just build up...Some of our members have to leave camp early to futher their studies...They leave at the moment when we have just started to get closer with each other..Although everyone of our gang feel sad, we still hope to leave them a sweet memory before they leave...We learn guitar, songs, writing messages....We have also gathered up at the night of 09.05.2009 to do some sharing...
Yesterday , I just went out with some of the Bravovians...That was a nice memories for me...Really appreciate them to be my friends...Thanks God for giving me a chance to be friend with them...They really make my life more meaningfull...Thanks God for let me become a member of Bravo also...Bravovians really nice...From the company which always got discipline probloems to the company which is most cooperative...Bravovians really changed a lot...Hopefully Bravo can be the best company in this series....Besides that, I also feel that Bravovians are the best!!!Bravovians are my idol~~
I like this picture a lot.....Bravovians best!!!
Friday, April 3, 2009
NS Life
2009.04.03 (Friday)
Just came back from Kem Lagenda Gunung Ledang Asahan, Melaka. I have been there, a new environment for me for about 2weeks.
First I reached my dorm, I straightly ran to the bathroom and washroom to have a look. Wooo~~Suddenly I feel that I love my house toilet very well. Then, I turned back to my dorm, looking for the best place to sleep. But, cause teacher told us that she will make a change of position in dorm when all members was there, so we didn't unpack our beg yet.
In first day, I have meet many new members. 5 chinese members including me have been in a group. (Farm, Teh, Shan, Yoke) Luckily they are so friendly, if not, I think I will be a 'stone' again.
In second day, the others members from other country have reached here in the afternoon. Total up, there are 11 chinese girls in Bravo.
I really appreciate that, our team is different from others. All of our members are having good relationships with each other, no matter chinese, indians or malays, we do cooperate with each other.
And, we, the 11 chinese girls are just like sisters.
~Farm (KL)
~Qin (KL)
~Teh (KL)
~Lily (MELACCA)
~Li Mei (MELACCA)
~Amy (N9)
~Yap (N9)
~Yoke (JB)
~Shan (JB)
~Shirley (MELACCA)
~Yen (N9)
So, our group is the biggest among all chinese team..Hee~~Really can't believe that!!Haa...Don't jealous ya~
In this 2weeks, we have done our KKJ. Then, we are now starting with our classes for those outdoor activities. And, we will be doing our night duty also. I love our theme song that make many peoples impress with it.
* Walau saper kita semua,
Pasti orang akan teruja,
Terdiri dari pelbagai bangsa,
Cina, India, Melayu juga.
We are, we are BRAVO!!
Kecil, besar, tinggi, rendah,
Semua ada dalam BRAVO,
Semangat kuat tak terkira,
Apa jua kita tempuh.
We are, we are BRAVO!!
We are the team, we can fight,
We rock the world like no one does,
We are the best in all company.
BRAVO BRAVO GO GO GO,
BRAVO BRAVO FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT,
BRAVO BRAVO WIN WIN WIN,
We are BRAVO!!!! *
Nice leeeh~~Although I am the head for this performance, but if there are no others to help me, I will not be able to done this job as well as it is. Tenkiu guys~~
Now, I am the head of dobi for my dorm ( Bravo dorm2). Although those shirts is *ehem*, but I am still happy that I can do something for my team. I am very happy to stay there and meet with all friends~~
Bravo!! You are the best!!!
Legend 6!! Thanks!!!
*B R A V O th3 b3st*
Just came back from Kem Lagenda Gunung Ledang Asahan, Melaka. I have been there, a new environment for me for about 2weeks.
First I reached my dorm, I straightly ran to the bathroom and washroom to have a look. Wooo~~Suddenly I feel that I love my house toilet very well. Then, I turned back to my dorm, looking for the best place to sleep. But, cause teacher told us that she will make a change of position in dorm when all members was there, so we didn't unpack our beg yet.
In first day, I have meet many new members. 5 chinese members including me have been in a group. (Farm, Teh, Shan, Yoke) Luckily they are so friendly, if not, I think I will be a 'stone' again.
In second day, the others members from other country have reached here in the afternoon. Total up, there are 11 chinese girls in Bravo.
I really appreciate that, our team is different from others. All of our members are having good relationships with each other, no matter chinese, indians or malays, we do cooperate with each other.
And, we, the 11 chinese girls are just like sisters.
~Farm (KL)
~Qin (KL)
~Teh (KL)
~Lily (MELACCA)
~Li Mei (MELACCA)
~Amy (N9)
~Yap (N9)
~Yoke (JB)
~Shan (JB)
~Shirley (MELACCA)
~Yen (N9)
So, our group is the biggest among all chinese team..Hee~~Really can't believe that!!Haa...Don't jealous ya~
In this 2weeks, we have done our KKJ. Then, we are now starting with our classes for those outdoor activities. And, we will be doing our night duty also. I love our theme song that make many peoples impress with it.
* Walau saper kita semua,
Pasti orang akan teruja,
Terdiri dari pelbagai bangsa,
Cina, India, Melayu juga.
We are, we are BRAVO!!
Kecil, besar, tinggi, rendah,
Semua ada dalam BRAVO,
Semangat kuat tak terkira,
Apa jua kita tempuh.
We are, we are BRAVO!!
We are the team, we can fight,
We rock the world like no one does,
We are the best in all company.
BRAVO BRAVO GO GO GO,
BRAVO BRAVO FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT,
BRAVO BRAVO WIN WIN WIN,
We are BRAVO!!!! *
Nice leeeh~~Although I am the head for this performance, but if there are no others to help me, I will not be able to done this job as well as it is. Tenkiu guys~~
Now, I am the head of dobi for my dorm ( Bravo dorm2). Although those shirts is *ehem*, but I am still happy that I can do something for my team. I am very happy to stay there and meet with all friends~~
Bravo!! You are the best!!!
Legend 6!! Thanks!!!
*B R A V O th3 b3st*
Friday, March 13, 2009
The Day After I Get My Result
2009.03.14 (Saturday)
Last Thursday (12.03) , I get my SPM results...Thanks God..I get 4A1 , 7A2 and 1B3...Total up 11A and 1B..But , I don't feel happy for this...First , I have no place to find a person to share my joy...In reverse , I think I have made a person who I care a lot feel disappointed with his own result...But,I am not sure whether my guessing is correct or not...
Another reason is , I am now going to made decision again...Before this , I can always tell myself "Aiya..No need so rush to make decision whether to study in Form6 or colleges...Wait for the result...Then only I make decision according to my result..."..But now , I have no more reason to say so as my result was right in front me...
I heard many comments from many people...Some of them asked me go for A-levels as I can get full-schlorships by using my result...Some of them asked me to go for Diploma as it can save my time...There are also some of them tolds me that I can get full-schlorships in any colleges or private universities...
But , can anyone tell me , how long will this schlorships end ? Can I get schlorships all the time I study ? I know I am stupid to think like that...But , I really don't know what to do instead of continue to study in Form6...Because I am confuse with those courses...
Can anyone give me some comment , please~~
Saturday, January 17, 2009
在超级的生活
2009.01.17 （星期六）
我在昨天晚上从超级回家。。这是我在离开家后，第一次回来这里。。因为我的同事们都会在这个星期日到新加坡去修读英语课程，而我却不用去，因为没有抱读这个课程。。
在超级的这段日子都很难过。。。为什么呢？？不是每份工作都有它的难度吗？？对。。不过，我说的难并不是指这里的工作，而是这里的一些人所说的话。。
“超级，是一辆通往成功的巴士。。进超级的人，都是正在通往成功的人，更有些已经在超级的栽培下，得到成功的人。。”
“想一想。。现今社会，有哪一家公司会让员工半工半读？？一至五上班，六和日读书。。既能够读书又能有收入。。能够自己供自己，又能帮补家庭的经济状况。。而且，在超级，没人在第一年就能买一辆车。。。另外还有不少人在后来的两至三年里，换过另一部车。。”
“上中六，根本就是自寻死路。。一年半，要读完到你腰间那么多的书，还没包括参考书呢。。而且，有不少学生一边读，一边哭。。女的，样子变得吓死人。。男的，从以前的活跃校草，变成一条只会读书的书虫。。还有些，SPM拿10A，STPM就差到不能看，还有几个到现在都还没考，说什么还没准备好，等准备好了再说。。”
“跟着超级的读法，只需要4年。。Diploma,Advanced Diploma,Bachelor,Master各一年。。多么快！！你又何苦要选一条既浪费时间又辛苦的路呢？？”
不过，有些话让我听了，觉得很痛心，也变得很讨厌他们！！
“其实，在超级成功的不少人，背后都有他们自己的故事。。大部分的人，受到朋友的冷言冷语，家人的反对。。他们的家人甚至上到超级，把他们强拉回家。。可是过后，有不少人都离家出走，再次乘上超级这辆通往成功八十。。很多事，都是事在人为，只是看你自己肯不肯去做。。”
“其实，刚进超级的一年里，你不会看到很大的差别。。到了第二或第三年，你自己就会很明显的看得出你和你朋友的分别了。。像我，我现在可以有自己的工作，自己的车，还可以有自己的收入。。。我的朋友呢？？不是还在读书读得半死，就是一事无成。。个个还在伸手向父母拿钱。。”
“Mr Tee 说过，这个新年最好是约你最好的朋友出来。。然后驾着自己的Myvi/Viva/Vios。。总之是你自己的车去见他们。。顺便把你的毕业照洗出来，拍给所有的朋友看。。让他们羡慕一下。。你竟然能在这么短的时间拥有毕业文凭，工作和一辆车。。”
什么啊？！！！那你们是向我离家出走啦？！！还有，竟然叫我那样对我的朋友？！！有搞错没有哦？！！！这些话，就是把我搞得闷闷不乐的原因。。一直要努力
另外，我在超级的这段时间的时间表。。哈。。使我自己的最新挑战咧。。早上6.30起床冲冷水！！然后从早上8.00开始工作至晚上10.00。。过后就处理一些counter的东西，再听一些‘废话’。。我曾经试过在凌晨4.00才睡。。最早也要到凌晨2.00才能睡。。第二天，又依照时间表跑。。
哇唠！！如果酱做有依据时间算薪水，那还没关系。。但是我的薪水计算时间是早上8.00-9.30。。下午2.30-10.00。。。哇塞！！！拿命咯。。
不过，当我看到某些学生时，我的心情都会变好。。
〉子浩，一个在刚开始都不大接受，不喜欢我学生。。现在都会主动跟我聊一些他学校的事，也爱指明要我督促他的功课。。
〉颐欣,一个乖乖，自动自发做功课的学生。。她会跟我聊她在课业上的问题，听我说一些意见和废话。。哈。。
〉信贺，一个很依赖的学生。。不过，他不是依赖你给他答案，而是你必须在他做功课时坐在他旁边，一直为他打气或答应他，在他完成功课后会陪他聊天或玩游戏。。这样他就会很快完成他的功课。。哈。。好好哄哦~~
〉*帅哥*，两个很像样的学生。。我会叫他们帅哥是因为他们算是6年级班里最帅的了。。哈。。很喜欢‘打扰’他们。。当然，他们也会迎合我啦。。还有时会自己跑来问我一些怪怪的问题，向作弄我。。过后等我去‘掐’他们。。*不过，我通常都会抱着他们的头，摇来摇去啦！！*哈。。
〉玮恒，一个上课很容易飘掉的学生。。但我们都不忍心对他凶。。因为~~他是chicken little的翻版，确有一双七仔的眼睛。。。超可爱的！！所以，我们都争着来疼他咯。。还哪会对他凶啊。。
哇。。还有很多很可爱的学生咧。。哈。。也是因为他们，让我能在那么坏的环境下开心的工作。。也因为他们，让我忘了在那工作需要听到多么难听的话。。也因为他们，让我在我想停止这份工作时回心转意。。谢谢你们咯！！老师爱你们！！
我在昨天晚上从超级回家。。这是我在离开家后，第一次回来这里。。因为我的同事们都会在这个星期日到新加坡去修读英语课程，而我却不用去，因为没有抱读这个课程。。
在超级的这段日子都很难过。。。为什么呢？？不是每份工作都有它的难度吗？？对。。不过，我说的难并不是指这里的工作，而是这里的一些人所说的话。。
“超级，是一辆通往成功的巴士。。进超级的人，都是正在通往成功的人，更有些已经在超级的栽培下，得到成功的人。。”
“想一想。。现今社会，有哪一家公司会让员工半工半读？？一至五上班，六和日读书。。既能够读书又能有收入。。能够自己供自己，又能帮补家庭的经济状况。。而且，在超级，没人在第一年就能买一辆车。。。另外还有不少人在后来的两至三年里，换过另一部车。。”
“上中六，根本就是自寻死路。。一年半，要读完到你腰间那么多的书，还没包括参考书呢。。而且，有不少学生一边读，一边哭。。女的，样子变得吓死人。。男的，从以前的活跃校草，变成一条只会读书的书虫。。还有些，SPM拿10A，STPM就差到不能看，还有几个到现在都还没考，说什么还没准备好，等准备好了再说。。”
“跟着超级的读法，只需要4年。。Diploma,Advanced Diploma,Bachelor,Master各一年。。多么快！！你又何苦要选一条既浪费时间又辛苦的路呢？？”
不过，有些话让我听了，觉得很痛心，也变得很讨厌他们！！
“其实，在超级成功的不少人，背后都有他们自己的故事。。大部分的人，受到朋友的冷言冷语，家人的反对。。他们的家人甚至上到超级，把他们强拉回家。。可是过后，有不少人都离家出走，再次乘上超级这辆通往成功八十。。很多事，都是事在人为，只是看你自己肯不肯去做。。”
“其实，刚进超级的一年里，你不会看到很大的差别。。到了第二或第三年，你自己就会很明显的看得出你和你朋友的分别了。。像我，我现在可以有自己的工作，自己的车，还可以有自己的收入。。。我的朋友呢？？不是还在读书读得半死，就是一事无成。。个个还在伸手向父母拿钱。。”
“Mr Tee 说过，这个新年最好是约你最好的朋友出来。。然后驾着自己的Myvi/Viva/Vios。。总之是你自己的车去见他们。。顺便把你的毕业照洗出来，拍给所有的朋友看。。让他们羡慕一下。。你竟然能在这么短的时间拥有毕业文凭，工作和一辆车。。”
什么啊？！！！那你们是向我离家出走啦？！！还有，竟然叫我那样对我的朋友？！！有搞错没有哦？！！！这些话，就是把我搞得闷闷不乐的原因。。一直要努力
另外，我在超级的这段时间的时间表。。哈。。使我自己的最新挑战咧。。早上6.30起床冲冷水！！然后从早上8.00开始工作至晚上10.00。。过后就处理一些counter的东西，再听一些‘废话’。。我曾经试过在凌晨4.00才睡。。最早也要到凌晨2.00才能睡。。第二天，又依照时间表跑。。
哇唠！！如果酱做有依据时间算薪水，那还没关系。。但是我的薪水计算时间是早上8.00-9.30。。下午2.30-10.00。。。哇塞！！！拿命咯。。
不过，当我看到某些学生时，我的心情都会变好。。
〉子浩，一个在刚开始都不大接受，不喜欢我学生。。现在都会主动跟我聊一些他学校的事，也爱指明要我督促他的功课。。
〉颐欣,一个乖乖，自动自发做功课的学生。。她会跟我聊她在课业上的问题，听我说一些意见和废话。。哈。。
〉信贺，一个很依赖的学生。。不过，他不是依赖你给他答案，而是你必须在他做功课时坐在他旁边，一直为他打气或答应他，在他完成功课后会陪他聊天或玩游戏。。这样他就会很快完成他的功课。。哈。。好好哄哦~~
〉*帅哥*，两个很像样的学生。。我会叫他们帅哥是因为他们算是6年级班里最帅的了。。哈。。很喜欢‘打扰’他们。。当然，他们也会迎合我啦。。还有时会自己跑来问我一些怪怪的问题，向作弄我。。过后等我去‘掐’他们。。*不过，我通常都会抱着他们的头，摇来摇去啦！！*哈。。
〉玮恒，一个上课很容易飘掉的学生。。但我们都不忍心对他凶。。因为~~他是chicken little的翻版，确有一双七仔的眼睛。。。超可爱的！！所以，我们都争着来疼他咯。。还哪会对他凶啊。。
哇。。还有很多很可爱的学生咧。。哈。。也是因为他们，让我能在那么坏的环境下开心的工作。。也因为他们，让我忘了在那工作需要听到多么难听的话。。也因为他们，让我在我想停止这份工作时回心转意。。谢谢你们咯！！老师爱你们！！
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