Spirit of Laksamana,where are you??

2010.02.03 (Wednesday)

I just came back from sport practice for Laksamana....I suppose to be very happy because I can have sport activities...But,in fact...I am not...

Quiet sad after heard 'speech' from Cik Faridah....Many thinking comes to my mind....
'Am I not active enough?'
'Am I not strong enough to convince people to support their own house?'
'Am I giving them a wrong impression since the first day?'
'Is it because of me,they feel pointless to be in Laksamana?'
'Am I not suppose to accept the post as captain?'
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I felt hurt....I did tried my best in every sport activities....But yet,still failed to bring up Laksamana's spirit....I worry that my existence is the main cause that makes people feel there are no point to support Laksamana....If that is real,can anyone just speak it out?I do not care whether I got post in the board...I will not care the marks for koko....Honestly,I will not...

Please,I just do not want to be the root that cause Laksamana to lost....For those who willing to cooperate with the activities,thanks a lot....But for those people who always run away from sport practice and sport activities,please....Since this is your own team,you yourself have to support it....If not,are you waiting other to support?Please......Please......